sat. 09/29/07

i slept almost til noon.

i wonder if i;m becoming an alcoholic? i drink almost every nite. anywhere between 1 – 3 glasses of vino. ??  i’ll have to ask my friend jonathan who went thru AA.

then friend came by whom i am trying to avoid. she had to pick up mail she had sent here. she stayed for about an hr. i had to be nice.

she believes she is a psychic healer.

^^^ now that’s funny.

she really believes it.

she believes in aliens among us but we can’t see them. she thinks she’s a medium.

really, if she had these abilities u’d think she’d have more going for her. she’s in her 40s and unemployabel. she wants to be an actress she says but never does anything about it. she has no work ethic i think cuz her parents never taught her perhaps? they still help her out.

next.

i was supposed to pick up something at the post office but i blew it off. now i really have ot go b4 werk or at lunch…. which never happens when i try.

i have to go to fedex and mail keys to mandy and go to gym.

i should stop by hair salon and schedule haircut.

i spent almost a yr growing my hair out and now its really annoying. i can’t stand it sitting on my neck.

what else….

going sailing tomorrow.

none of this is funny.

where is the humor and fun in my life? do i need to start taking acid again? or maybe that’s why i’m like this now.

yawn.

friday 09/28/07

forgot to write yesterday this is to make up for it.

cant think of anything funny from yesterday.

i avoided someone i dint want to see. thats not funny. i swear i;m not an asshole. its just that …. i dint a) want to see her or b) go out at all lat nite.

werk… it seems my 2 bosses arent getting along so well. i know i;m a good diplomatic negotiator type. how this happened i;m not sure i used ot be such a mean angry bitch when i was younger. i was born a bitch but grew over the years of working in offices into a nice gal who ppl like.

whats funny is that the inner bitch is still there inside. i just don’t let it show and i’ve mastered the art of polite self-restraint. its a manipulative thing in a way but its how one must operate in soceity. everyone does it.

there’s got to be something funny there …. i need anecdotes…. not answering my phone when i see who’s calling me? friends who to me have become annoying to me over the years and i no longer want to be their friend? htats not funny. but i guess everyone has frinds like that. yeah! there we go. there’s a topic to write about. now just have to expand upon that.

here’s soemthing kinda funny: i get paid siz figures but i am confident i could train my boss’ sectretary to do my job. cuz all i do is get ppl to talk to each otehr and make sure the devs are doing what they should be.

friends who u don’t like anymore but u ahve to be friends w/ them anyway for various reasons. …. ugh.

^^^ topic.

i’ve been thinking about adopting a kid or kids … if i can get a bigger salary i could do it cuz i could hire a fulltime nanny.

i have a fantasy of having a family and taking a year off from work and school and sailing around the world w/ them. we could home school the kids for the year. it would be a year none of us would forget. would b great!!!

i rented movie “perfume: story of a murderer” last nite. was ok. nice cinematography.  kinda ok story.